Ive waited too long!?

Well theres this guy that a year ago visited france (where i was living then) and we had a thing he was soo cute, soo my type and his personality... wow hes completely the oposite to me LOVE!that oo hes so perfect and we kissed and cuddled, he was very protective on me (he is a few years older ) but then he left and went back to wales... oh and when i say a few years i mean 4 .. i was 14 .. and when i say opposite i mean hes open with his uality yet honest :l but soo y and confident :P where as im more shy and refined.. and anyway ive moved back to england and will go back to france for holidays but my chances of ever meeting him again are slim and i just dont want to wait i want a guy but then what if he was the one.. he was perfect and we liked each other..